marhaban yaa Ramadhan ...

Hi guys! Long time no see... I'm sorry for never writing at you for a long time. It is because my long-term laziness syndrom. By the way.. here I come today in the holy month of Ramadhan.
Guys... t'day is the fourth day of our fasting month. Oh... never known why I've got mad easily. Maybe because my faithfulness grade has reached the lowest level. God forgive me... I'm so full with... I dont't even know myself. one thing that I know there is still an eagerness of getting closer toYou and I can't hide my sense of tenderness when I heard Your words.
There is a burden inside my heart... and I don't know what it is.
I do hope that I can't open these scrambled puzzles. Maybe I'll pick it one by one to make my own mozaik. Please help me God, I'm sure you'll accept my prayers. You are my final destination, and I don't care abou what people about me and my attitude. You me the best.